hey hey.
let see been meaning to make a pod cast but my f*ing comp crashed :( . so i got a new comp but still havn't got round to downloading the recorders n stuff. so i will do wen i do get round to it. i have exams so i need to study but i keep putin off lol dont we all. well let see wht i wanna express for today. i think i'd go into better detail wen i get the recrder set up but yaa my taughts these days in which i seem to lose myslf into is more like one of those if im doing it how many other ppl r thinkin wat im thinking too. so ya like this wht happen. i was sitting on the train on my way to my college aftr a weekend out so i was standing on the side on the door and there was this gorgeous girl she walked in and stood across me. she looked me up n down n tht totally got my attentioon n smiled for a second and her eye caught myn n then she quickly looked down. so i follwed n lookd down then i loooked her up n down very very carfully juz carfully studyin her. i played clips in my head thinking wat if she smiled at me n said she like my shoes o evn juz smiled at me i wud have made the move. she had sucha fashion sense. anyway i stood there thinking i wonder whts in her head. wht she wud think if she cud hear my taughts. in my head i kept playin the differnt ways she cud have approached me. one fantasy was her walk up to me place her one hand around my waist and use her other hand to push the hair away from my ears n then leaning in to my ear n sayin is this wat ur hoping i'd do. hehhe but they are juz fantasys.
anyway will write more soon
xoxxox

